시작부터 잘못됐다고 느낀 적 없어? 분명 돌이킬 수 없는 일이 일어날 거라는 직감, 그럼에도 절대 거절할 수 없는 제안.

절박하진 않더라도 밑바닥에서 기어 오르느라 해지고 닳은 손끝엔 무엇이 남아있지? 네 손은 무엇을 들고 있지? 누굴 잡고 있지? 네 앞에 누가 있냔 말이야. 비슷하고 다른 길을 걸어 온 우리는 같은 방향에서 서로를 놓지 말자는 말을 했어. 심각하고 진지하게 받아들이진 말자고. 살아온 인생과 다를 바 없이 생각 해보는 거야.

우리가 언제 무겁게 다짐해본 적 있어?
그런 것 치고 높지 않아?
그런 것 치고 무겁지 않아?

무르긴 이미 늦었어.




Have you ever felt like things were wrong right from the start? That intuition that something irreversible is about to happen, yet an offer you could never turn down.

You might not have been desperate, but crawling up from rock bottom leaves your fingertips worn and raw—so what's left on them? What are your hands holding? What, or who, are you holding onto? I mean, look who's right in front of you.

Having walked paths both similar and different, we talked about not letting go of each other as we head in the same direction. Let's not take it too seriously or deep, though. Just think of it no differently than how we've always lived.

When did we ever do heavy vows?
Yet isn't it a bit too high for that?
Isn't it a bit too heavy for that?

Too late to back out now.